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hey this is Leo for actualised org and in this video I want to talk about philosophy in particular I want talk about practical philosophy how do we take philosophy back from the goddamn academics that stole it from us [Music] ok let's talk about philosophy this is a really fascinating topic I want to cover what philosophy is and I want to give a new definition for the velocity I want to redefine philosophy and really it's not a new definition its an old definition this is really powerful now if you are thinking philosophy what does this have to do with my life how is this going to change my life how is this going to really have any practical significance then this video is especially for you because I'm going to be touching on that subject and why your current thinking could be holding you back so stick with me there will be practical applications but also some nice philosophical applications and I think are going to be blast I'm going to take you through a tour of philosophy all right let's crack into that so I am a philosophy major I was rather a philosophy major in University originally I went in for aerospace engineering but then after two years I didn't really like it it was too dry for me so I became a philosophy major and I graduated with that and I had a blast doing philosophy I like to have lost me but the philosophy that they teach you in universities is really a travesty it is a bastardization of what philosophy really is and the negative stigma that we have today both in popular culture and even deeper than popular culture there's just this stigma about philosophy being something for white crusty old men who sit around and do a mental circle jerk and that that's what philosophers do that's what philosophy is and that really the best thing to do is to leave it all alone and go off and run your own life doing whatever it is that you do without worrying too much about philosophy I totally resonate with that I understand what you're saying you I'm a very nerdy intellectual academically inclined guy and I had no problem diving and talk all the academics of philosophy except and I didn't realize this at the time when I was in it because I didn't know enough about life I didn't know enough about really psychology is that I didn't realize what was happening what is currently happening in universities and colleges all across the country in the world where they're taking philosophy and they're turning it into something that is it's it's not really philosophy what it is is its academic minutia scholars and professors trying to one-up each other with stupid research papers arguing about technical trivialities that have absolutely no application to life not to mention our lives but not even their own personal lives so that is the current state of philosophy but that's not what philosophy really is let's talk about what it really is let's do a history lesson in philosophy all right so first of all let's talk about the word philosophy what does it actually mean literally filo means love and Asif II just like biology or any kind of ology ending you know what that means that means the study of right so love of study or more accurately love of wisdom love of knowledge that's literally what philosophy meant back in the old days and by old days what I'm talking about is two and a half thousand years ago in the era of Plato and Aristotle that's if we're talking about Western philosophy that's what it meant love of wisdom love of knowledge and now you might be saying okay that makes sense but you got to understand what knowledge meant back then versus what it means now now when we say knowledge what do we mean we usually mean book smarts right book learning how much do you know about X topic how much do you know about biology how much do you know about math how much do you know certain trivia how much do you know about the world the war of 1812 that sort of stuff there's nothing wrong with knowing those things and I encourage you to study everything I'm a ferocious reader Brosius study er I study everything I think it's critical to your success in life but I also think that it's a focus on the wrong thing in the old times what wisdom and knowledge meant was not knowledge of specific things or specific subjects it was knowledge of life knowledge of psychology and see 2,000 years ago there really was no subject of psychology psychology is something new it's a new development psychology arose really with William James and that was in the late 1800s and then it really got going with Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung in the early 1900s and then started to take off we would say in like the 1930s and the 1950s and then now it's just blooming and now psychology has even evolved into positive psychology which is actually what philosophy was two and a half thousand years ago it was positive psychology positive psychology as a branch didn't even exist 40 years ago it's ridiculous so only 40 years ago did we finally catch up and then we finally systematize this study the values of the study of what it means to create us happy fulfilled life what it means to be a human being this is what blas was really interested in now you might be saying well what about you know what about all this very fairy conversation that philosophers have the minutia aren't philosophers even in the old days arguing about all sorts of crazy and stupid things like you can cite numerous examples from from the Republic from Plato's Republic like where there weren't our silly arguments in there yes by their nature philosophers because they're looking for sources of truth and knowledge they're going out there and you know they're there they're doing an inspection they're doing the inspection into life they're doing an inspection into psychology into physics into everything they're just introspecting they're asking themselves questions and they're looking for answers sometimes especially two and half thousand years ago we didn't really know what we were doing we didn't know what kind of questions to even ask what kind of questions had answers what kind didn't it was all bigness and it still is a big mass to some degree even today but the focus there the REE season that they were doing it see there was a reason it wasn't just a debate for debates sake it wasn't just to publish a paper or to get some pat on the back that you said something smart it was actually to embody the knowledge that you discovered and then to live a powerful life if you look at Aristotle if you look at Plato if you look at Socrates especially if we just take three of the Great's from the Classical era then you see that these were people that not only theorized and philosophized they lived they lived what they discovered they lived the highest truths this actually had an effect on their life true wisdom is not knowing some theory it's not just knowing the theory of relativity or it's not knowing quantum mechanics or some nerdy subject that is that is nothing that is just a mockery of what knowledge is used for knowledge is practical knowledge is what I'm teaching you guys here knowledge is really understanding how to live a big life it's understanding how to live a good life it can also be an introspection into metaphysics and the nature of reality the nature of knowledge so yes it can be an introspection into all of those domains and there we start to get a little more iffy a little bit more abstract little bit more vague but that was done in the old days that was done still with the intention of improving your life making the life better now really think about this these philosophers they lived their values they lived the truths and they were a rare sort you might say because what you might think is you might think of it this way think of it as there was the common folk the folk that were really living a very miserable existence like the farmers depends and the slaves then there was let's say the upper class this was the nobility the aristocracy the Senators right if we're talking about Greece and Rome and they were they were the successful ones they were the ones that ran businesses and had power and had were part of a powerful family they had influence and connections and they were well educated all this but then there were the Philosopher's the Philosopher's were the ones that were living up to something more noble and today we might say this really goes along with self-actualization and Abraham Maslow's understanding of what self-actualization is his description of people being being humanists to be a humanist to be humanistic means to live up to what a human is supposed to be the highest potential within a human and back in the classical times what they call that is they call that virtue its living a virtuous life living two virtues virtues like honesty truth beauty excellence doing the right thing duty loyalty friendship love compassion knowledge understanding doing something positive for Humanity making a contribution not doing petty things not losing your temper not getting angry at people not being depressed or anxious or being too selfish or earning money at the expense of other people or laughing at the expense of other people that's what it means to be virtuous that's what it means to be self actualized the two are really the same thing and it's really taken us a couple thousand years as a culture to come back to kind of come back home come back home to what philosophy was it really it's a shame what philosophy has been made out to be now in fact when I was in in college I really I was so fascinated by philosophy I started studying philosophy on my own even before I got into college in in late high school I was just so fascinated I think everyone should be a philosopher why because what do you have but if philosophy is about learning how to live a good life and how to live a happy fulfilled life that that means it applies to everyone it's the most practical of things it's not the most airy-fairy and abstract it's the most practical think about that it's the most practical because what do you have you're going to grow you're going to you're going to be born you're going to grow up and you're going to die and that's life and you're going to have yourself along for the ride from the very beginning to the very end so what could be more practical than just asking yourself questions as like what am I doing here on this earth what is the nature of reality what is my psychology what is the connection between psychology and physics what is the connection between the thoughts that I have and the results that I get in my life what is the connection between the values that I live up to and the results that I get in my life and the happiness level that I'm at what kind of values should I be pursuing and what kind of values should I not be pursuing that is relevant to you that is relevant to everybody and so I started to get in very interested in this back in high school and I started doing a lot of just independent research study reading but also most importantly just asking myself two questions and having the curiosity which I find missing in many people because many people what they do is they kind of get out of high school and then they go into college and they just study stuff whatever is kind of given to them didn't they get of that they get into the workforce and they're just kind of like humming along they're just like robots going through life they're sleepwalking through life they're not really critical they're not critically examining life they're not asking themselves the questions they're not generating their own answers even in the best cases people go to books or some some authority to get answers religion politics media their friends the Internet you go and you try to get answers there and there's nothing really wrong with that if you do it intelligently critically and you use your judgment and your use wisdom but you've got no judgment you've got no wisdom because you have an exercise philosophy so you don't know a judgment and wisdom really are you're not wise therefore whatever information is thrown at you you just lap it up I can throw you a piece of and you're going to eat it that's why it's important to be a philosopher so you can understand when people are feeding you and you can understand when they're feeding you gold that way you can choose and understand which people that you can listen to and which people you cannot and then you can also develop ideas that you get from other people you can develop them further on your own it's really powerful as a philosopher what you're becoming really is a master of thought a master of reasoning understanding what wisdom is and then of course it goes even deeper into psychology philosophy and psychology to me are like this they're just like two sides of the same coin so what I was disgusted with what I was talking about earlier the point that I neglected to make is that when I got into college I really wanted to become a professor in philosophy because I was so fascinated by it I want to get a PhD but then when I started doing a little more research digging into it what I discovered was that if I was going to be a professional philosopher then I would have to do that whole academic game jumping through hoops with all these petty papers and and and get trying to get tenure ship and going through all the bureaucracy of that is just it's preposterous what they've done in universities with philosophy is they take an original philosophy old-school philosophy which was this beautiful like the most precious thing that you could have and the most precious activity that you can do as a human being they took it they took the most precious part of it they took the heart of it they ripped that out they threw that to the ground they forgot about it and now they've got this husk this this empty shell that they call philosophy that they teach you and that they write papers on it's a travesty it's ridiculous they should be ashamed themselves of what they've done to this beautiful human endeavor and really now the tide is kind of shifted and it's gone into philosophy if you're going to study anything that's going to be practical in college its philosophy is that I mean not philosophy it's going to be psychology and more specifically positive psychology because psychology actually went through a phase in the early 1900s where there was also this focus on the wrong things with Freud and and Carl Jung and all the early old school psychologists and I mean nothing against them they were discovering a new field so they were in a different time and we're kind of standing on their shoulders now but the problem there is that they were looking at dysfunction they look at all the problems with life and they were looking at all the problems with with your psychology and some people need that help so we don't want to dismiss that you know some people genuinely need assistance forward abnormal psychological conditions but most of us most of us that's not what we need help with most of us need help with be living up to the values most of us need help with how do we live an excellent life how do we live up to our full potential how do we create a big life how do we deal with the struggles of doing that how do we how do we choose those values how do we know which values to choose how do we build practical wisdom that's what we really need help with that's what's really practical and that is thankfully now something that has really been tackled well a lot by the self-help movement in the last 50 years but also positive psychology is tackling that from the academic side so there's some good news there bottom line though is philosophy I really want to convince you that philosophy is something that you should be critically interested in this should be a side hobby of yours for the rest of your life at the very least what does this really mean what does it mean to be a philosopher well first of all read a lot read a lot of books be interested in stuff I read loads of books diverse topics of books I read about science history political science philosophy proper from the old school days I read about psychology I read about biographies I'll read at all I love it all it's fascinating all of it builds wisdom within me all of it I can Jenna I can generate insights from so start doing that start thinking critically about your own life start thinking critically about society society's standards start Chris thinking very critically about how you've been conditioned and enculturated the effect that is having on you of course all the information I'm bringing to you through these videos definitely soak all that up look at it again and again again think about it critically don't just take all the ideas I give it you at face value really think of them contemplate them see how they apply see how maybe what I'm saying is not right for you you have to do that you have to do that critical thinking work don't just sit back like a slug and just soak it up here's the real vision though my real vision for you and I want us to take back philosophy from the academics because what they've done to it is a crying shame here's the best analogy I can give to you because everyone has experience with this Star Wars alright let's talk about Star Wars what is Star Wars Star Wars is an illustration of what I'm talking about what is going on in star wars in star wars I'm talking about the original episodes the original three is you've got the Jedi who is the Jedi in the Star Wars universe the Jedi in the Star Wars universe is a philosopher that's who he is he is the philosopher he hit he is that rare part of the general population that rare individual within the whole population that is working for something larger he is working towards the ultimate ideal he is living a virtuous life not only is he thinking about it so there's that whole mystical Yoda side of the Jedi but there's also the practical side he's going out there he's actually fighting the battles right he's creating the wars he's choosing where to put the energy and where to leverage make a leverage so that you can change the world for the better because he sees that there are wrongs that need to be righted he is the light side he is delight he is the virtue of the universe whereas what is everybody else what are all the other characters in the star wars universe doing what are they doing who do you have you've got Han Solo you've got Leia you've got Chewbacca you've got the droids you've got the storm troopers you've got the the evil emperor and you've got his his apprentice Darth Vader so what are all of them doing well they are living first of all let's let's really separate the Emperor and Darth Vader from the rest so let's take the rest it's kind of the normal folk and say that they're kind of living a comfortable ordinary existence in the universe they're basically comprising the the status quo and they're just living their existence right sure Han Solo will go out and fight here or there but really he's he's a selfish bastard he's out for himself and he wants sex and he wants this so he's kind of you know he's living for the lower values money and sex and whatever else sometimes he'll go and he'll kind of fight a little bit here here there to save his life or the life of his friend and Leia what is she doing you know she's got a cause of her own but she's kind of like she's still kind of living in an ordinary world and so is everybody else now you've got the Emperor and you've got Darth Vader and they're like the evil ones right they're the dark side so they're there they're actually you can say that they're living consciously but they're like the dark the evil side of consciousness so how do we now map this on to our own existence our own reality well the philosopher is the Jedi they're the Jedi they're looking for about the the value of high values the virtues that's where they're trying to live up to the rest of the masses those are the people that are living unconsciously it's an unconscious kind of life and you know what that really is that is the job about he is the prime example of this so who do you want to be do you want to be a Jedi or do you want to be job of the Hut what is Jabba the Hutt he is the epitome of base values he is the epitome of living a comfortable relaxed kind of life it's a life that you live for yourself it's a life that you live that it's easy and chill and you're not honoring any kind of high values he's not after beauty he's not after excellence he's not after saving the world or helping anybody and he's not he's not it's like he's not after anything it's not even after to really improve his own life look at him he's a fat slug who's just eating frogs and and then trying to trap Jedi's and his little dungeon and feed them to a rancor that's what he's trying to do and that's literally what you can you can find Jabba the Hutt characters in life I'm sure you can point them out right now maybe your boss right or somebody is the Jabba the Hutt character they're not honoring higher values but really look at this who are you who are you in the the movie of your life I hope you can say that you are not the job of the Hutt character I hope so but you know what actually I think you are you are the job of the Hutt character because what do you want your life are you doing some are you a Jedi if you're not a Jedi that only leaves two options you're either the Jabba the Hutt character or you're some sort of evil Sith Lord a Darth Vader or the Emperor and really there are a few of those in life so most of us and in fact most the evil of life is not some sort of super or evil most of the evil in life is actually unconsciousness and it's just complacency it's just being that Jabba the Hutt really Jabba the Hutt was a horrible character I mean he tried to kill a Jedi who was trying to do something good he tried to kill Han Solo he was really unfair he was he was lecherous and disgusting and just a fat slob not somebody that you want to emulate I mean do you want to live your life that way is that what your life is about is being Jabba the Hutt the most Jabba the Hutt that you can it's like yeah I want to be the best job of the Hutt that I can be I don't even know if that makes sense because if you wanted to do that it's almost like you were kind of moving towards some sort of value Jabba the Hutt's don't think like that they just live unconsciously they don't recognize what they're doing but the Jedi think about what the Jedi is in this universe he is the conscious one he is the one that knows he's got wisdom wisdom that the rest of the masses cannot even understand right he's got the force the force on his side what is the force what is the equivalent of force and if you think that this is just a vague metaphor that I'm making it is not this is very literal there's a very literal mapping between Star Wars and your life very very real here so pay attention don't dismiss this the force is your understanding and control of yourself and what is that that is your own mastery of your psychology that is you having wisdom you being able to control your emotions you really understanding yourself and being in touch with who you are who you are authentically you having a cause and a purpose that all of your actions are moving towards and that cause and purpose is outside yourself and it's something big something powerful something based in consciousness not unconsciousness that's the force how strong is your attunement with the force right now do you really know your psychology do you know how you work and I don't mean just know in knowing theoretically I mean no do you know practically can you practically control yourself do you have discipline problems you have procrastination problems do you have anger problems do you have negative thinking problems well if you do then you do not really understand your psychology and you are no Jedi or at the very least you are a struggling Jedi very early on in anis training and it's like a Jedi who is trying to pick up a rock with the force and you can't do it that's basically you somebody who has very good self mastery somebody who understands their psychology and can control their psychology has discipline has willpower has emotional intelligence has wisdom is pursuing the right values in life is studying life is a student of life appreciates that and is working toward something high conscious what is that person doing well that person is being a Jedi he is like the master Jedi he is obi-wan Kenobi he has full mastery of the force he knows the force the force flows through him he is a vehicle of the force and he uses it for good in the world and he is what he's powerful he's got power he's got power that others Envy he's got power that he can impart on other people but only those that are willing to listen because what in the Star Wars universe not every schmuck can be a Jedi I mean you don't just get people running up to Ben Kenobi asking to be a Jedi why is that that's because the Jedi training process is challenging and it takes a certain a certain initial drive to even want you to start to pursue that path Luke Skywalker had it that's why we related with him he had something in him he had that little spark that was enough to get him on the path because all it takes is to see the value of it as long as you can see the value of the path you will get on the path even if right now you have no idea what you're doing even if you're lost the fact that you can recognize the value is enough but most people cannot even recognize the value and those are the people that dismiss philosophy as airy-fairy those are the same people that will post youtube comments on my videos and say stuff yeah I mean all you're saying is good but it's idealistic and it's not going to work for my life this piece of advice is not going to work for me that's fairy tale land fairy tales abstraction philosophy psychology all theory where the results give me the results give me the results I am giving you the results a Jedi gets phenomenal results but he doesn't go on the path for results and he doesn't ask himself every five minutes where are the results he's smarter than that he's wise he's a long-term thinker he knows that he has to really understand the force psychology understand it play with it master it then he can go out there and do battle and he be phenomenal he can be so phenomenal he'll spits he'll send chills up your spine and if you think that this is just sort of a superhero fantasy you're dead wrong because I'm very literal here you can literally have the power of a Jedi in your life if you commit yourself to the path the path that I'm talking about here this is not theory although it sounds like it this is not abstraction although it is this is true power when you can master yourself there is very little in this world that can stop you and that's hard to explain to people it's hard to really get this across to someone who does not have that initial spark for wisdom who could not even see the value of the wisdom it's hard to get across the value of wisdom to someone who does understand that wisdom has really deep value it's kind of like taking Jabba the Hutt and saying you know what Jabba the Hutt I see that you've got this ice palace here and you've got they do have this cool thing going on with your with your Sail Barge off in the desert you can move around and you can you've got you're sitting on your couch it seems so comfy and you get to have nice entertainment by throwing people down into your pit with the rancors and you get to eat those yummy frogs like that's all great how about we strip you of all that put you on a grueling path of self mastery put you on a Stairmaster you goddamn fat slug and then some years down the line you will be able to wield a lightsaber and control the forces of nature with your mind how about that Jabba the Hutt what do you think is going to say what do you think Jabba the Hutt is going to say yeah let's do it let's do it this whole thing I've got going here I don't need Jabba's palace Jabba's palace that's let's go let's go apprentice with Yoda yeah let's go apprentice with Kota and listen to Yoda's mysterious backwards grammar talk and try to figure all this stuff out try to master myself get on that on that Stairmaster and then maybe five years from now I'll be able to go do something good for the world Yeah right that's what job with hot wants that's what he's after no he's too far gone he's too far gone he's he is the Darth Vader as well it's like Darth Vader he's too far gone to be to be brought back to the light side he's too far gone he's too comfortable he's too comfortable and it's very hard for someone like obi-wan Kenobi to come in there and to show him the light side he's not going to see it he's not gonna he's just literally not going to see it he's not going to believe it it's going to be outside of his reality completely and that's what I see when I when I'm trying to share some of this wisdom with you guys and literally I'm sharing with you hundreds of thousands of dollars of the best of the best wisdom from the last two and a half thousand years I'm talking about the best seminars that I've been to and I've seen the best books that I've read never had hundreds of them the best compilations of notes that I that I've looked and studied everything that I've experienced with my clients in with myself all the work that I've done I've taken all of that distilled all the nuggets of it and it's here for you the real question is are you going to see the value of it are you even going to register it or are you going to be a fat lazy Jabba the Hutt and sit there and poke fun and criticize and laugh and dismiss and come with excuses and be a victim be a victim of your own circumstances and be cynical and say that it cannot be done and that this thing that is being shown to you is not true it is true you just don't see the light and in fact it is equally powerful the information that I'm telling you this wisdom philosophy psychology is equally powerful to the effect of the force in Star Wars universe it's equally powerful here you will be shocked when you actually do some of this work at the parallels it will be freaky to you you will literally have that moment and this is another analogy like to use of neo in the matrix seeing the matrix for the first time and seeing that and then also then starting to bend the rules of the matrix that's literally what you're going to discover when you get really deep down this rabbit hole it's an extraordinary experience it's very profound it's deeply fulfilling like it's so fulfilling it brings you to tears when you realize some of this stuff it's that powerful and if you think that oh well it's just kind of like you know airy-fairy there's the fulfillment part which is kind of airy-fairy you know what is fulfillment but there's also the performance that you get because don't forget who a Jedi is a Jedi is not somebody who just sits in a cave he is not a hermit he is active in the world some sometimes he's a hermit sometimes he's reclusive but then he can always pick up his sword and he can always use his force powers he actually go go out into the world onto the battlefield and fight the good fight and he prevails and the way he prevails oh my god he's got the power of the universe behind him literally and this is literally what she will have because let me tell you what you think is the universe is actually your psychology and everything that you think that is limiting you everything you think that is outside of you that is holding you back that is your psychology holding you back my friend so when you understand the rules of psychology and you master them can you imagine what you can do what you can do with your life what you can accomplish you cannot even imagine that right now your imagination is literally because it is part of the your psychology and your mind it has literally been so disused it's in such disrepair and it's been so conditioned by the negative forces of society and all of your past experience that you cannot even see what is possible for you in fact I understand your own psychology better than you do right now and I can actually see your potential more clearly than you can because I see through the fog I can see through the fog because I've walked the path not completely but I've walked it much further than you have therefore I can look back and I can see how what you're saying to me it's it's almost laughable sometimes when I read some of the comments or I get some emails people complaining about some of their problems in life sometimes it's laughable to me because I look at that I'm saying oh my god that person is dealing with that like that's that's preposterous that problem is all in his mind yet he thinks it's out there it's the same way that the people in the matrix they think that they can't fly and they can't jump and that everything is real and everything is out to hurt them but they don't they don't realize that it's an illusion and the people that are in the matrix and they do see it like neo and Morpheus and all the others they can they can bend the rules so that's literally what I'm doing with my life is I'm bending the rules not physically I'm bending them psychologically because you don't even appreciate right now how much of the rules are in your head versus out in the real world and it's crazy when you start to actually feel that it takes some time to get there you won't get there immediately this video probably won't do it for you either this will just get you on the track I want to get you on the track I want you to open your mind and to tune in I want you to tune in with that filter that you've got somewhere maybe it's it's covered in dust and grime and spider webs that filter that you've got that searches for wisdom and truth and latches on to it because well I want you to do is I want you to use that filter to to pick out what I'm saying to you and to say yes this is where I get on the path this is something that is powerful I can feel it somewhere in there I can feel it somewhere even though I have my doubts my worries my concerns my victim mindset just something about this feels right and I want you to get on the path and see where it takes you just see where it takes you I can take you somewhere very cool some are very powerful somewhere extremely profound I want to show you the light side I want to show you the half of the Jedi I want to make you the Jedi of your life okay this is Leo I'm going to be signing off those are my thoughts on philosophy and Star Wars and in your connection to all of that so how about you leave me some comments on this all you Star 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